Phil's e-mail:
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Email from David Crane |
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Date: Dr.
Gairden, It has
come to my attention that you are the ultimate reason for the delay in the
Fall edition. This news is very disheartening as it was my recommendation
that ensured your position. I urge you to remember that you are part of a
team and their judgment is to be respected. David
Crane |
From Beth's Metadex:
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Personal:
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Beth's e-mail:
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Email from mlo@metadex.net |
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Date: On
your Friday progress sheet, you say that you worked on your report for the
Labyrinth project that afternoon, but I know you took that afternoon off. You're
my star worker, so I'm not going to make an issue of it, which is why I'm
sending this here rather than at work; but let's be clear that it mustn't
happen again. I'll
expect you to have the report finished and ready to go by Monday morning. MLO |
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Email from Mom |
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Date: Thank you for the lovely lunch. It was nice to see you, however
short. However, you know me, I'll always worry. Please take care of
yourself. And don't forget to call your father, he would appreciate
hearing from you. Have you thanked him yet for your birthday gift? kiss- your
mother |
Phil's e-mail:
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Email from emc2@metadex.net |
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Date: Well,
I am convinced that there's more to these. I've been going over it in my
head and it just doesn't make sense. I'm sure that I'm just seeing things
that don't exist, especially at this hour. Have to run some errands and
get some work done today, will try to call you later. Oh, I
wanted to thank you for the other night. I'm not sure why seeing him
affected me so. It was such a long time ago, I know. I was over it. I am
over it. Besides, it makes no sense to dwell on the impossible. emc |
Beth's site update, Oct 5:
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Biography: My Life What is there to tell? |
paintover.net:
http://www.theaquapolis.com/urchin/carelessly.*
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Oct 4 22:36 carelessly.mp3
"Okay, I'm in now. Count me down, yo." Oct 5 03:34 carelessly.txt Texel
[crossword puzzle...this is the solution: ]
(Say what? First, I am well. Wackiness, lots on here again.)?
Oct 5 04:19 carelessly.mic Scratch
sorry i'm late |
Aquapolis incidentlog, 10/08/03
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SafeSys Incident Log |
Beth's e-mail:
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Email from pgairden@metadex.net |
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Date: It has
been my experience that there is more to gain from following your
instincts than in ignoring them. Your mind is complex; I will grant you
that. However, it has its weaknesses. In order to work as efficiently as
it does, it skips information that is often vital...filling in the data as
it sees fit. Your instincts rarely fail you and ignoring them can often be
dangerous and lead to regret. It is
a lesson that I learned in my childhood and something that has brought me
far in life. It's not one that I like to ignore, which has made this week
so difficult. I did publish the article by Dr. Leo Kane, though I still
have my doubts. Politics is an ugly game and one that I've rarely won.
Despite the wealth of sound material for this edition, there was no choice
but to publish with his quackery. That may be harsh and an apology may be
due, but a quick look at his website does not ease my concerns. There is
just something about that man that I do not trust. I've begun an
investigation into him, though I've not found anything conclusive. Thus my
doubts, my instincts, went ignored. Is it right to be so upset when people
that you respect do not respect you? Phillip |
drleokane.com:
| Dr. Leo Kane is a licensed
professional psychiatrist specializing in research in mind-body psychiatry
and the interplay of science, nature, technology and medicine. Dr. Kane's
work has been highlighted in several leading publications.
Thanks to a generous continuing grant, Dr. Kane is able to pursue research opportunities around the world and make incisive, thought-provoking discoveries about the nature of the mind and its inner workings. His insightful studies and publications highlight an evolving, ever-changing approach to standard psychotherapeutic techniques and methodologies. Never content to rest on his laurels, Dr. Kane has put forward many controversial theories about the nature of the mind and its relationship to the greater universe both within and without even while colleagues are content to accept the status quo. Physicians and other health care professionals, in times of restrictive insurance reimbursement programs and dwindling resources in the medical community at large, have criticized Dr. Kane for his sometimes audacious and very often daring research. He is more often than not vindicated by finding the very methods he was criticized for in years past becoming accepted as standard of care in modern treatment programs. Dr. Kane continues to infuriate and vex the medical community while at the same time surprising and exciting them with his findings. If you would like information on Dr. Kane's current research projects, please visit the Practice page for up-to-date information. DISCLAIMER: The information presented here is not to be taken as personal or professional advice. I cannot diagnose or treat any complaints or answer personal questions or give advice under any circumstances. When choosing a therapist, bear in mind that it is impossible to guarantee the success of psychotherapy. Much depends on both the patient and therapist and the relationship between the two. Curriculum VitaeLeo Kane 1981 Psychiatric aide, Hawaii State Hospital,
Certificate. 1978-82 University of Hawaii premed studies 1994-present Twice weekly psychoanalysis with
Dr. Jane Harrisburg 1989-99 Owner, Managing Director and Editorial Director, Kane Publications. 1993 Editor, Cultural Sciences Quarterly
Journal Worldwide Committee Memberships: Publications: Books: Mental Machinations, Kane Publications, 1998. Articles: Other Roads: Alternatives to Standard Practice, Psychiatry This Week, vol 2 number 1 (supplement) 2003 I'm OK, You're So-So, Psych Quarterly Clinical Update, vol 23 number 7, 2000 pp 329-40 Dealing With Defeat, International Journal of Hypothesis in Psychiatry, vol 4 number 12, 1997 pp 1775-80 Online Publications and Unpublished Manuscripts: The Mind of the Master: New Age Theories Applied to Psychiatric Illness (manuscript in progress) Waking the Witch: Visualization Techniques in Sleep Paralysis, Paranormal Research Journal, vol 2 number 4, 2003 Psychiatrist as Shaman, Paranormal Research Journal, vol 1 number 4, 2002 Meditation for Madness, Paranormal Research Journal, vol 1 number 3, 2002 Phantoms in Therapy: A Review of Phantoms in Psychiatric Disorder, Paranormal Research Journal, vol 1 number 1, 2002 PracticeAloha! This is the place to go to keep up with my current research and studies. At the current time, I have suspended patient sessions with Jane's practice and am on an extended sabbatical. I've been asked by so many colleagues recently what my latest project is about and when they can expect to see a full manuscript that I've decided to share what I can here. In the spring of 2002, I was sent a prepublication report of a former patient of mine who had not responded to therapy with myself or any of a number of other therapists and indeed seemed destined for institutionalization. Imagine my surprise when I found out that the patient, Mrs. Z, had responded dramatically and quickly with the assistance of a single individual's efforts! Of course my interest was piqued and I proceeded to follow up on this individual who could seemingly work magic--for lack of a better term--on the previously hopeless. Along the way I was able to use some of the research I had gathered to write articles for a couple of publications, and the deeper I looked into this individual the more fascinated I became. Who is this miracle worker? In a word, Wongmo. Out of curiosity, I arranged to attend one of his weekend seminars on music as therapy and to be perfectly honest, my eyes were opened. I learned ways of thinking in that one weekend that to this day I'm surprised I never thought of myself. I am currently conducting exhaustive research into Wongmo's methods and successes and hope to have a finished manuscript available concerning this incredibly talented man by spring 2004. I will, of course, be including in the appendices some of the case reports I have gathered based on my various observations and research. Wongmo has kindly made himself available to me for my studies any hour of the day or night and I am taking exhaustive notes and documenting all I humanly can. Leo ps--I apologize for not answering mail and expect to be able to do so once my research here is finished and I'm back home in my very own office. |
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Phil's e-mail:
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Email from emc2@metadex.net |
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Date: Phillip,
I understand what you are saying. However, I'm reminded of something C.S.
Lewis once said, "Our instincts are at war...each instinct, if you
listen to it, will claim to be gratified at the expense of the rest."
Man stands above because of the ability to think, to reason. We have the
power to sort through our conflicting instincts and see the truth. That
power comes through logic. As it stands right now, there is no logical
relationship for the patterns that I am seeing. A
repeat of the Plagues? That just doesn't happen. Logic would almost have
to dictate that it is nothing more than an elaborate hoax. Yet one that is
so complex? That spans the world? I have been poring over images,
articles, and emails and it just does not add up. Nothing adds up. There
is a new project at work, one that could make quick work of this.
Unfortunately, I don't have access to the application myself. However,
there is a function on Friday. The office would be empty. Marcus has
access. Is my sanity worth the risk? |
Pics in Marcus Ormond's metadex, 10/9/03:
update to Beth's site, Oct 11:
| Biography:
My Work I’ve never been a cheerleader-type and I certainly wouldn’t have gotten an award for school spirit. I’m a behind the scenes sort of person that does what needs to be done to the best of my ability. So when I was honored with the first corporate-wide employee of the month, no one was more surprised than me. Granted, logically I was a good choice. Several months after James Avery, a brilliant and passionate man who gave his heart and soul to this company, announced his retirement leaving the company without direction. After some languishing on the decision, the company has finally appointed a new CEO. While this is ultimately a good thing, the changes and uncertainty have made many employees and investors nervous. My entire career has been spent with Metacortex in R&D, a department that represents the future of the company. By choosing me, the company is showing faith in the dedicated employees as well as a commitment to the future. It was a very symbolic choice, yet one that I hope provides me with some security. That wouldn’t have been an issue just a few months ago. I’ve worked under the same man since I started with the company as a college intern. We clicked immediately and he became more of a mentor than a boss. He supported me, he challenged me, but most importantly, he trusted me and I trusted him. Now I am not so sure. His demeanor toward me has slowly shifted over the past few months. It was easy to justify with the increased pressures that he has been facing, though he always rose to the occasion in the past. My work has been consistent over the past few month, my habits have not changed significantly. Yet his attitude towards me has changed. Last night I believe I discovered why.
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My Hobby
It all started out so innocently. A simple link to a website sent from a friend with the half-hearted plea, "You've gotta check this out! It can't be real, can it?" One website led to another and another and another... Before I knew it, my bookmarks were filled with crazy sites that seemed to be documenting another world. A world that called to me, that fascinated me. Many people accept these instances on faith and consider them to be signs or miracles. Others believe that they're figments of a deluded mind or elaborate hoaxes meant to trick the feeble minded. I don't know what I believe. However, I do know that science, history, and knowledge dictate that there is a logical and rational explanation for such phenomena. They may be paranormal, but they are not abnormal. |
Phil's e-mail:
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Email from emc2@metadex.net |
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Date: I
cannot believe my night. I cannot believe what I found. I cannot believe
that I was caught. I cannot believe that I let myself get off track. Phil,
what is wrong with me? Why am I losing my focus? Why is James suddenly
everywhere? What is happening? As
planned, I was working late on a project and told Marcus that I would do
my best to get to the hotel on time. I explained that I'd put the stuff on
his desk when he left and that I would give him his key when I got to the
hotel. Everything was fine and the office slowly emptied out. I went into
his office, knowing that he would have superuser access to the latest
Labyrinth build. It was not a problem and I could have easily explained it
all away. Yet
there it was, an entire folder on James. I just found myself looking
through it all. It makes no sense. Why does Marcus have it? What does he
know? Is this why he's been so cold to me lately? I had the folder open on
the desk and was looking through his other files to find something,
anything, when I saw Katherine's shadow. I threw my report on top of the
folder, but I'm sure it was too late. I tried to talk my way out of it
while attempting to put everything back in order; I'm certain that it
didn't work. We
headed to the meet and greet together and she didn't really say anything
about it. Come to think of it, she was more interested in talking about
the paranormal. I didn't see her talking to Marcus at the hotel, he was
busy with the other directors. I can only hope that she lets it go before
Monday. What
was I thinking? More importantly, why is James suddenly everywhere? |
paintover.net:
http://www.little-boxes.net/stairs/stairs/stairs/
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Sun, 12 Oct 2003 01:35:17 GMT silvia.bh
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October 13, 2003 |
Beth's e-mail:
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Email from pgairden@metadex.net |
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Date: Beth!
I'm sorry but I've not been able to get a decent connection since I
arrived and my account logins have been giving me an inordinate amount of
trouble lately. I meant to respond earlier; I've been worried! What
did you find in the folder? And what exactly was going on with you and
James? I mean, I know you were close and that you saw a lot of each
other...did he get you mixed up in something? Are you in trouble? I have
to say, I never took a liking to that guy. I know you and I agreed to
disagree on that point a long time ago, but is this finally the proof you
needed that he was a bad risk? I have
a feeling that if you keep your head down and your nose to the grindstone,
this will blow over quickly. You're probably making more out of it than it
has to be. Let me
know how it goes... Phillip |
Phil's e-mail:
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Email from emc2@metadex.net |
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Date: Files!
He had detailed files on both of them! Where would he get those and why
would he have them out after all this time? It doesn't make any sense! And of
course he called me into his office this morning. I haven't felt that
guilty and helpless since I got caught stealing cookies when I was 8. He
said maybe I should take a sabbatical. I told him I didn't want to but
maybe I should. No, I
keep reminding myself that I just need to buckle down and concentrate on
my work while I'm at work. But then I can't stop trying to wrangle my
research into some semblance of a pattern, to the point where I obsess so
much that I would have to question any pattern I did arrive at...and THEN,
on top of it all, this image of James suddenly has the ubiquitousness of
an AOL free trial CD! Why
DID he have that file? WHY? |
from Ormond's metadex, Oct 15:
from Phil's metadex on Oct 15:
Email from Beth to her mailing list, "Life in a Box," Oct 16:
| Hi!
Work is not going well at all. That’s part of the reason for the resurgence of the email list. I’m just not comfortable writing the truth on my website and that bothers me. I have always made a point of finding and stating the facts as I know them to be. Now that may lead me down a road that I am unwilling to take.Last Friday, I was working late. I had explained to my boss that I would put a few papers in his office and then lock up for the weekend. While in there I was distracted for a few minut |
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